Good Intentions

Musta na mga  ka-berks? Bago ang lahat isa munang katanungan — uso pa ba ang salitang “berks”? I have been in my own bubble for quite a while kung kaya’t hindi ko na sure kung ano ang usong tawagan ngayon. Anyway – it has been a while since my last entry — akala nyo siguro ay tuluyan ko nang kinalimutan ang aking first love – acting.. este ang pagsusulat ng mga walang kwentang bagay. Hindi pa naman. Medyo bisi-bisihan lang ng kaunti. The past few weeks have been uninteresting. You’ll be bored our of your wits kung ikwento ko pa ito. Sabihin na lang natin na I’ve been busy with :

Work 

A little sick (pero hindi AH1N1 ha..)

Farmtown  

 Yoville

 TV Series

 Movies

 Anyway – ulit — hindi yan ang gusto kong ibahagi sa inyo aking dear reader/s.  Naligaw lang ako – mahina ako sa directions e. Pasensya na ulit. Hmm.. nasaan na ba ako.. hmm.. ayun.. nangyari na ba sa inyo yung you did something with  nothing but good intentions pero ended up doing some other thing? Mukhang yan ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon. I wake up early and went to the office early (which by itself is already a miracle—- tutuo ang himala!!!!) with all the intention of working hard. Dami na kasing mga lumalagpas sa deadline – which is so not me. I am usually a hardworker – di lang halata. Pramis – masipag talaga ako… mukha lang hindi. J

 Ayun na nga – I arrived early sa opis. All ready for a full day of non-stop working. Work like a dog ika nga. With my Kopi-C siew-tai (Coffee with Evaporated milk – less sweet) – hinarap ko na ang aking computer. Read all my e-mails to get this our of the way. Nilabas ko na ang aking ipod to drown all the noise in the environment. And started working… for five minutes or so. Yup… I started will all good intentions – pero nabigo ako. Parang tinatamad ako e. Parang feeling ko may kailangan pa akong gawin bago ko simulan ang aking trabaho. Spent 5 minutes or so na pagmumuni-muni when it finally dawned on me.  Yup. Alam ko na kung ano ang dapat ko munang gawin. I need to write this entry.  And here I am – writing this entry which you are reading right now.  At dahil sa nasulat ko na ang entry na ito – isa lang ang dapat kong gawin. I need to end this entry and start with work. Walang choice e.. need to bring home the bacon. O sya… sa muli.

 P.S.

 Bilang tribute sa  namayapang King of Pop – I decided to listen to his music for the entire day. Yup. MJ the entire day. Sumalangit nawa ang kaniyang kaluluwa.