The End 1

The end has finally arrived… Last Friday – napanood ng lahat (na nanonood) ang much anticipated (well… yung mga nag-anticipate)) finale ng Maging Sino Ka Man Book 2. It was good — could have been great – pero oks na rin. Bilang aking pamamaalam —- I would be devoting a couple of blog entries.

First entry — I saw it in one of the blogs … from JB to Celine … with love…




One day I will disappear completely.


The letters will mean nothing.


The world will ge tired of me. 


You will get tired of me.


I will get tired of myself, and die.


But I, I will never get tired of you. 



For you, there will be no endings. 


I will say your name over and over, like a refrain–my prayer to no one. 


Then i’ll be a flower, the one you’ll never pick. 


And will endure the breathless waiting till boundaries disappear. 



With nothing to do, I make new constellations. 


Images of you as I remember - Dancing. Sitting. Walking…


There are stars from a different view. 


But still, i see nothing but you. 


Unfurling like a flower. 


Swiveling like a leaf… 



I once watched you sleep beside me. 


It was dark then, but the darkness is deeper now. 


Tonight in my dreams I will see you, my lady, clothed only in light…



Like a kite, I’ve given myself up to the wind. 


I made friends with the sun. 


Confused the birds with strange and distant voyages. 


But it is you that ties the thread and hauls me down. 



Like a kite, I will forever hold your hand. 


And with a burning human longing, in your hands, I surrender. 


I will never get tired of you. 


For you there will be no endings. 


I will say your name over and over… 


Celine… Celine… like a refrain. My prayer to no one. 



You know I will never get far.


And there is no need for my return. 


I’ve never been a traveler. 


For I have never left. 


I am lost, simply. 


Wanting to be in a place I’ve never been, and will never be.



Of all destinations, I long to be lost in the fields of your hair, 


lost among your thoughts as you are already in mine. 


You are my imperative to live. 


My life started when I loved you. 


And that’s how I want it to end.

Hmmm…. Isa lang ang masasabi ko….. Celine —- our love… it was the best …….. J